Sunday, August 29, 2010

THE SWEETEST THING

WHEN YOU KNOW YOU'LL HEAR FROM THEM
WHEN YOU SMILE FROM THE THOUGHT OF THEM
WHEN YOU HAVE NO DOUBT ABOUT HOW AND WHAT YOU FEEL
WHEN YOU CAN'T HELP BUT THINK OF THEM
WHEN THEY KNOW THAT THESE WORDS ARE ABOUT THEM


THE SWEETEST THINGS ARE SOMETIMES ALREADY KNOWN




©NIKKI FRIERSON, 2010

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

MY VACATION!


I recently took a trip to New Jersey to see my sweetie Mr. Allen "My Stinky" Byrom. I had not seen in 10 yes count'em ten years! I lucked up and found him on Facebook!  I never thought I hear let along SEE him again. He was very much close to me then as he is now. I cant explain it and if I never can I wont be mad. All I know is he is my best friend and I cherish that more than anything. Here are a few pics from my trip. Just a few because I'd be here all night posting if I had to upload them all.

I also would like to thank his family and friends for welcoming me. They are all great loving people and I had a blast! Even if Allen felt he should have been able to do more. Sometimes small gestures are better than big ones.







ALLEN AND I! ALWAYS HIDING HIS SMILE.







 




WE WERE BOTH A LITTLE TIPSY! OKAY OKAY SO I WAS A LOT TIPSY! LOL...NEITHER ONE OF US REMEMBER TAKING THIS PIC! HA..I LOVE IT THO!














LOOK AT MY BABY CHEESIN! WHAT WAS I THINKING THOUGH? GOTTA LOVE A TALL MAN RIGHT? YEEEEAAHHHHH! LOL




















AFTER WE ATE. HE REALLY CAN COOK! GOOD I MAY NOT ALWAYS WANT TO! 




















AT A FRIEND'S FAMILY COOK OUT! 

























NOT EVEN PAYING ATTENTION. LOL...I'M STILL SNAPPIN AWAY!























AT PINE STREET PARK WHERE HE PLAYS BASKETBALL EVERY SUNDAY WITH FAM AND FRIENDS. HIS DAUGHTER JAHAZEL TOOK THIS PIC. 















HE SWEAR HE SEXY AS HELL! HE IS, BUT I WONT TELL HIM THAT! AWWWW MY STINKY!















ME GETTING READY TO LEAVE FROM PHILLY AIRPORT! DIDNT REALLY WANT TO LEAVE BUT HAD TO WORK THE NEXT DAY! MISS YOU SWEETIE!

HER PROMISE

When I met you I didn't think I could smile so much in a day. When you held me I didn't think I could feel so at home in another's arms. And when you said how you felt about me I couldn't think at all.

I thought about how to say this. How get my point across. But there is so much I don't know where to begin. So I'll just say it all.

When I'm with you nothing else matters. The drama out there in the world? Gone. The stress from my job? Gone. The bills that have to be paid? Vacant from my thoughts. The absolute fact that even just the thought of you makes my day brighter is an understatement. You warm my days and comfort me through my nights. It amazes me still how much I feel for you. I used to think I was out of my mind and was not thinking clearly but I was. I am. I know exactly what I feel. I feel that you are my best friend. You are the person I know when I come to you you wont judge me or try and make your thoughts my own. You respect my opinion and in return I respect yours. You are the person I would fight for. Stand up to anyone and anything that would or could harm you.

I, on this day, promise to never belittle you. To never deter you from your dreams. To support your decisions. OUR decisions. Today I promise to continue to be your best friend. The one that has your back no matter what. I promise to be your lover the one that will hold you every night. And ever if we have a disagreement we will not go to sleep angry. We will not allow others outside our bond to break it.

Usually to say these words it would have taken a death threat but when the subject is you my words flow freely. They have no end. And even though I could say the usual words that everyone has heard I decided that my words, the words that I are my thoughts of you are better than any others. I hope that you understand how much I care for you. How much you mean to me. That no matter what happens I will be here for you.

Forever and always.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

THE REASON MY LIFE IS FILLED WITH LAUGHTER

AKNARIAH AND HER BAND OF FRIENDS. (4TH OF JULY 2010)

ALEXANDRIA WITH HER SILLY SELF! LOL...THOSE GUYS WERE NOT WORTHY SOOOOO THEY HAD TO GO!



YOU THINK YOU KNOW!

You thought that money would keep me with you, but you had no idea. You didn't think about what I needed from you. You only thought about what you wanted from me.


To allow someone within your heart and take up residence there it's like moving into a new home. There are things to be discovered and new aspects to look forward to. The walls were bare and blank. They were waiting to be painted reds and browns and blues. Colors that represent the love and respect that we are to share together. Every piece of furniture that is placed within those walls are part of who we are. The bed?Our dedication to one another. Our sofa? The laughter we are to share with family and friends. And the dining room? The place we are to watch our family flourish.


It was easy for you to tear down what we made because you never cared. You never thought about what would happen if you smiled at her or if she touched your hand. You never planned on meeting her and one-by-one, brick-by-brick destroying our home. Destroying our love. Destroying OUR heart.


You thought that money would keep me with you, but you had no idea. You didn't think about what I needed from you. You only thought about what you wanted from me.


You wanted someone you could come home to every night to and leave your discretions outside the front door. You thought that the stench of her perfume and the sweat from what you did with her would not taint our bed. You never thought that I would know. You figured that materialistic things would keep me oblivious to your adultery and dishonesty. But it didn't.


You see, while you were thinking about how to keep me from knowing I knew it all. I knew that one day you'd see that I loved you. That on that day I cared for you. That even without the home we built and you tried to tear down,  that I would be there for you. The vow I took was simple yet hard at the same time.


I vowed to love you. To honor  you. To cherish you. Till death do us part. And I will.




Forgiveness is a hard thing to achieve. But to forget? That is impossible.






©Nikki Frierson, 2010

NIKKI'S READING CHALLENGE

THESE SERIES IS BY AN AUTHOR NAMED LORA LEIGH! SHE IS A GREAT WRITER AND EACH BOOK HAS IT'S OWN TWIST ON LOVE, SEX AND MORALITY. I DO ENCOURAGE OTHERS TO READ THIS FASCINATING SERIES OF HUMANS THAT HAVE BEEN CROSSED WITH ANIMAL DNA. THAT MAKES THE ROMANCE OF EACH ONE TEN TIMES BETTER! AS YOU CAN SEE I HAVE BEEN DEVOURING THIS SERIES AND I'LL COMPLETE THIS CHALLENGE BY MID SEPTEMBER AT THIS RATE!












  • Tempting the Beast



  • The Man Within



  • Elizabeth’s Wolf



  • Kiss of Heat



  • Soul Deep



  • The Breed Next Door



  • Megan’s Mark



  • Harmony’s Way



  • Tanner’s Scheme



  • Wolf’s Hope



  • Jacob’s Faith



  • Aiden’s Charity



  • In a Wolf’s Embrace



  • Dawn’s Awakening



  • A Jaguar’s Kiss



  • Mercury’s War



  • Christmas Heat



  • Coyote's Mate



  • Bengal's Heart



  • A Christmas Kiss



  • Lion's Heat ABOUT TO BEGIN READING