I Am Being Selfish, This I Admit.

I thought about how selfish I would be. It’s hard to separate the two you know?-the difference between being selfish and just wanting? And then it hit me, they are not that much different. When you want something you will try your best to get it. You will ignore all the signs as to why you shouldn’t and you will. You will go to the limits and then push them if not a little a lot. It’s sad to say that I am feeling a bit selfish but I cannot help it it’s running through my veins. And it’s not an ice-cold rush but a warm comforting gradual flow through me. I’m despising that I have the feeling but loving the feel of it. Make sense? Not supposed to, this is about me! *laughs*




Anyway I just felt that I should say what I was feeling. This is my blog right? *laughs hard* I needed to get this off of my chest and I’m afraid I still haven’t gotten it all off. Once this blows over and it’s all said and done then I’ll be able to move on and look that the fact that I was a complete and utter fool. *smhl* Not at everything in my life…just this. What is "this" you may ask? Well if I tell you then you’d know and I’m too damn selfish to tell you!



Nikki