You left me here but I have not moved
I remained where you last saw me
Where you thought you had to disrespect me in order to feel good about yourself
I laugh now at it but at that time I was pissed
You did your shit and thought it was cool
Where is the cool in fucking every female you saw and ending up hurting us both
How fucking cool was it when I coudn't have a relationship with another because of bullshit you pulled
Now I was so wound up that if a guy tried to get close I'd either push him away or take a step back.
But I thank you
I thank you for doing what you did because I learned a great deal
I learned to trust myself more and never allow anyone to manipulate me ever again
But you left me here and though I have not moved I have grown in ways you couldn't have imagined
©Nikki Frierson, 2010
Are we twins? It is sad that so many females (and males) can relate to this. But you are correct; that time in my life, that heartbreak, that heartache made me stronger. It helped me appreciate the man I have now.
ReplyDeleteLOL..Perhaps we are! Kindred spirits my g-ma always said. I saw a comment a past time left on their page and that thing had me thinking. But if I had not gone through that BS with them I would not, could not appreciate the man that makes me laugh everyday or makes me smile with only the thought of him. Not in love yet but I do feel and care strongly for him at this point. Put it this way if a girl breaks his heart I breaking her face! cause he's one of those true hearts..Ooh just got an idea...lol
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